Today we complete my Friend's "Experiment" series
Why do certain photos call to us - move us
Evoke such strong emotions within us?
What is it about those images
That touch us in that special way?
My Friend explores these questions
And in the process sets off on a journey of
Self-Discovery
If you missed them,
you should read Parts One, Two, Three and Four first
They explain the reasoning and process behind this series
Here's the link to Part One (Link)
And also Part Two (Link)
And Part Four (Link)
This is a fantasy image for me. I would love to experience this setting with my partner. Just the two of us in this beautiful pool.
More intense eye contact. More passion. And this position has a significant impact on me. It is not conducive for long hard strokes, but I love to sit on my partner in this position and feel him inside me as we kiss and our torsos touch..
This photo makes me feel intense true love. The kiss with the bodies entangled and the penetration all combine to show nothing more than a complete act of love.
This is another photo that I have had for years and has always been one of my all time favorite pictures. There is something about having sex with your partner dressed or partially dressed as if the passion is so hot, he doesn’t take the time to undress. I visualize sitting at home naked and my partner come home and instantly enters me without wasting a second. I have no idea where this picture came from, but I have never seen it again, nor any series or sets that it may have come from. If this were a video I would love to see it, I think, or maybe it would ruin my love for this one picture.
Most people would see this picture as pure hard core pornographic material. I look at this picture and see an expression of love in its purest form. Trust of allowing your partner to be inside you, knowing you enjoy it because you are rock hard, knowing your partner enjoys it by the way he grasps your body and by the pleasure he express with his face.
My favorite thing for my partner to do to me as we suck each other, is for him to finger me at the same time. This causes multiple sensations throughout my body and mind. He is the master of giving head, so there is that sensation, then the sensation inside me as he massages me with his finger magnifies that sensation. Then finally there is the mental sensation of anticipating him sliding his cock in me, as that is what usually ends up happening after he fingers me.
This picture reminds me just how much I like to see a man from behind only able to see his ass and his balls. This visual is even more erotic for my mind knowing that his cock is unable to be seen because it is inside his lover.
This is another one of my poor quality all time favorite photos. It was this picture that made me realize how much I enjoy seeing images depicting passion. This face and this grip makes me feel complete and total ecstasy. For me, this image is magnified by this taking place outdoors and beside the swimming pool. This image appeals to my love for passion, anal sex, nudism, and skinny dipping.
It is because of this exercise that when I come to this picture, I now know why I like it so much. Anal Sex, Outdoors, Grass, and the imagination of these two faces that are unseen.
Another long time favorite picture of mine, I look at this and in my mind, I imagine this being a spur of the moment act of passion. I look at it and imagine two nudists washing their car together, and without warning this happens. I love the grass, I love the kiss, I love the feet, I LOVE the water splashing. But again, I think more than anything, it is what my mind made up for this situation.
In this picture, I love the colors, but what strikes me the most is two EXTREMELY hard cocks, and the act of anal sex. I also love this position as a bottom. It gives me the control of how fast or how slow my partner slides is cock in and out of me. It also allows me to watch my partner’s facial expressions as we engage, and it allows my partner to play with my cock as we fuck.
One more time: passion, two hard cocks, the feet, the facial expression and outside the bedroom.
Again, nudism with my partner in the home, sex outside the bedroom passion, kissing, nothing more than casual sex with my partner.
I love jerking in the sun. The moment of orgasm is intensified when it is outdoors lying in the grass feeling the breeze and the sun on my body. This picture brings that feeling to the front of my mind.
My Partner and I have been monogamous since that first time we made love in that hotel. And while I do not advocate unsafe sex for people that are not monogamous, for me, one of the benefits of being in this kind of a relationship is the ability to feel my partners cum as he releases it inside me. I can actually feel it when he shoots inside me and that feeling is incredible. I think the feeling is both physical and mental. This being the case I have to admit another fetish of mine and that, I have a fetish for cum, especially internal cum shots where most of the time you do not even see the cum. I do not like “fletching” clips where the bottom forces the cum to come squirting out, but when the cum naturally seeps out, it reminds me of the special relationship that I have with my partner.
The most intense orgasms that I experience are the times when I have an orgasm while my partner is exploding inside me at the same moment. When I feel him release inside me and I release at the same time, the bliss is indescribable. This picture reminds me of this amazing feeling. The facial expressions, the passion, and the ecstasy, all give me a sense of the simultaneous ejaculation with my partner. These pictures to most are probably considered nothing more that just hard core pornography, but in my head it is not that. It is the most sensual feeling I can experience with my partner. The following pictures recall this sensation to my mind.
This picture represents a significant change of attitude for me. For many years I was somewhat repulsed to enjoy this nectar from my partner. He loved to devour every drop of my cum but I would never ever try his. It was an unwritten rule of ours that if his cock was in my mouth he had to tell me before he would shoot so I could take it out and not swallow his juices. This all changed one night about 7 years ago. I woke up and he was sleeping there next to me and I realized he was full on hard. I decided to treat him to a blowjob while he was asleep. Soon enough, I could tell he had slightly woken up and was about to shoot his load. I didn’t want to create a mess and have to fully wake him up to clean it up, so I told myself that I was going to force myself to swallow this load. I did it, and to my amazement I actually LOVED it! I don’t know if it was the excitement of doing it for the first time, or the realization that it was another expression of complete and total intimacy, but I LOVED IT. Every since that night, if he is not shooting his load inside me, I excitedly beg for that juice to go into my mouth. When I see this picture, I feel that desire for my partner’s intimacy to slide down my throat.
I am not a robot, and there have been times when my partner and I are having sex, that he is able to achieve climax and for what ever reason, I am just not able to get there just yet. This picture brings to mind my favorite cure for this situation. I have my partner shoot his load on my cock, then I will use his cum as a lubricant on my own cock, and there is something that is extremely erotic to me by this, and EVERY single time, I reach climax within 60 seconds. Again, for me there is something extremely intimate by using my partners cum to bring pleasure to my own body.
This picture is not passionate to me, nor is it erotic to me, it simply excites my cum fetish. It is like taking a bath in your own jizz!!!!!!
On the contrary, these two pictures are extremely erotic, and passionate to my senses, as well as to my cum fetish. Go figure??
No doubt, I am stimulated by many of these pictures by my conscious and subconscious memories. It is not surprising that memories evoke stimulation when a picture has some element that recalls that memory, but I am surprised by how often it turns out that memory is from the subconscious.
I am also not at all surprised that my fetishes and fantasies evoke stimulation when I look at a picture has elements of such fetishes, BUT I am interested to find out I have certain fetishes that I wasn’t completely aware of. My love for underwear has never been a secret to me, but it never occurred to me that along with this fetish, I love bulges. It is also interesting to me that some of these fetishes actually go back to when I was extremely young. Even before I really knew what it was that I liked, I had obsession for men’s bulges. I think that my bulge fetish comes from the fact that as a young boy this was the beginning of identifying my sexual preference, and as an adult I embrace that love for bulges as part of my “heritage” ha, for lack of better word.
This experiment has taught me a few things about myself. I can see that my experiences growing up have significantly impacted my subconscious. Some of my fantasy and fetishes seem to have existing within me and some level from as far back as I can recall. I was able to identify some fantasy and fetishes that I did not actually realize I had. Homophobia from those around me had a extremely negative impact on my life all the way up until the age of 27 years old. I think I have also come to the realization that given an opportunity to do it all over again, I would have made some different choices and been more honest with my friends and my family, but more importantly, I would have been more honest with myself. This experiment has been a major step in me being even more honest with myself and has actually given me some liberating feeling within me.
I think this experiment is going to continue to grow. The deeper I dig the more that comes to my mind. I don’t know where this will ultimately end, but I do know that so far, it has enlightened me and has been extremely therapeutic for me. I believe I am going to call this portion of my experiment Phase one. As I continue to collect more data to analyze with a Phase two one day in the near future.
The End (for now)